Mummy loves sunshine, Hugo:
This year, Mummy and Daddy thought the sun was shining on us –
A beautiful baby boy to look forward to,
Our joy was shining brightly.
Mummy loved being pregnant with you, Hugo:
But you had to be born too early –
You were such a feisty little boy, Hugo Boss,
Our pride shone so brightly.
Mummy so wanted to take you home, Hugo:
We did everything we could,
The doctors and nurses did everything they could –
Our hope shone so brightly.
Mummy’s and Daddy’s hearts broke when you left us, Hugo:
You took pieces of our hearts with you to your new home in the stars –
There is a gaping chasm in our lives where you should be,
The thick dark clouds of grief hide the sunshine.
Mummy and Daddy miss you so much, Hugo:
We are comforted by the memory of you,
The memory of such a special baby –
Your memory shines on.
Mummy and Daddy love you so much, Hugo:
We love you to the moon and back –
A million times.
Yours is the star that shines the brightest.
Just beautiful, and heartbreaking. Whenever I see stars in any form these days, I always think of Hugo.
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That’s lovely, Hugo will always live on in our hearts and through such symbolism xxx
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Tears in my eyes as I read this. I can’t begin to imagine how hard it is every day. You are so strong. What a beautiful poem. Truly. xx
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Thank you for taking the time to read and comment xxx
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Oh Leigh, my heart breaks for you all over again. It can’t get any easier as time goes on and everyone else seems to get on with their lives whilst you struggle with yours. Beautiful words. I am thinking of you. thank you for linking to Prose for Thought xx
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Thank you for your kind words xxx
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I read this on the way to work when you posted it and had to stop to check my mascara wasn’t all over my face. It’s really hard to comment on a touch screen phone when you’re crying. Leigh, your words are so full of emotion and heartbreak. He’s definitely shining xx
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Sorry about your make-up. That poem came out very organically. Hugo really does shine. Thanks for commenting, lovely xxx
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I’ve got tears in my eyes reading this Leigh. I like the thought of a child’s presence in the stars shining down on us. X #theprompt
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I’d rather Hugo wasn’t in the stars of course, but it is a small comfort to know he is there shining down on us. Thanks for reading and commenting xxx
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Such a beautiful post, and beautifully written. So touching! #theprompt
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Thank you xxx
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A beautiful and moving tribute to your gorgeous boy. Hugo is indeed your little bright shining star. Sending hugs your way xx
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Thank you so much xxx
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Such beautiful words Leigh, Hugo does shine brightly, in you and through you x Thanks so much for sharing this with #ThePrompt x
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Thank you. Hugo is my shining star xxx
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Oh Leigh. So beautiful. And yes he most certainly shines brightest of all xxxxx
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He really does, thank you xxx
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This is incredibly moving. A beautiful tribute to your baby boy. May little Hugo shine eternally. Xxx
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Thank you. Hugo shines so brightly xxx
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Such beautiful, moving words. I’m so, so sorry for your loss x
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Thank you x
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Aww! So sad but such beautiful words
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Thank you. Yes, it’s unbearably sad x
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